A Cant sleep night...

hii..Friday dy but tomorrow still need to work..Yesterday a cant sleep night then many things come out from my mind..
First thing is whether I want to stay here for long time or go back to hometown??This is a very confusing decision..If wanna stay here have to plan for all the things but if go back also got problem...How was it still dun dare to think..
Then another thing is if my bf father ask him to buy a house in hometown that mean we have to go back to hometown for another half life dy..so how is he decision??go back or stay?
My mind only confusing with stay here ot go back...
Sure still got many other things come out from my mind but I dunno how to type it in word...